So ive been taking a from tournaments because I felt like I was playing like crap.. I was also supposed go to the pca but i figured id save the money and grind in hopes to play a bunch of la poker classic events (im happy with my decision not to go… because if i didnt cash, i believe i would get in the make up mindset for the 15k trip, which would not do me well).  I really dont understand why i cant just play good.  I cosistanly make stupid plays for alot of money.. But I differ some stupid plays over other ones.. There are some plays where I get this feeling in my gut that says theres not much upside to this and you have to incur alot of risk and i just go all in anyways (and this feeling is pretty dead on i have noticed).. I have blown a ton of money this last week by just calling ang going all in for no apparent reason.. I relly need to fix this.. Although I did have a winning week.. I am not satisfied because i have made some huge mistakes in 5/10 which i seemingly cant get over.. I let these hands linger in my brain and cause me to make other stupid player because I am not paying attention.. Now that I have brought this to mine and the worlds attention that I have been playing like an idiot.. Im going to set things straight tomorrow and see how long I can hang on.  Please somehow let me win a major tomorrow